Who We Are and How We Go Here Review
"I Used to Become Here," from writer/director Kris Rey, captures the sometimes uneasy in-between time of life in your mid-30s, when your college dreams haven't exactly panned out, or if they have then they didn't bring you what you thought they would bring. Some people flourish in their 30s. Just for others, it'south a difficult decade, with hard-to-name tensions. Maybe you feel like you should exist further along on whatever path you have chosen. Maybe y'all await around, and all of your friends are married and meaning. Maybe you experience that biological clock ticking. If you're in a bad headspace, information technology seems like everyone except you lot is living their best lives. This sounds very dark. But "I Used to Go Here," grounded past a cute operation from Gillian Jacobs, treats its subject field light-heartedly, while still managing to be honest.
Kate (Jacobs) is excited to have published her first novel, although, every bit she declares to her best friend (a very funny Zoe Chao), "The cover is horrible." And information technology really is. It'southward one of the worst book covers I've ever seen. The championship isn't much better: Seasons Passed. Is that a double entendre or is information technology but … actually bad? Still, information technology'due south something to be published, especially since her fiancé has just broken off their engagement and—according to his Instagram feed—has already moved on with another woman. Initial sales of Seasons Passed are disappointing, and her publishers go spooked, canceling her upcoming book tour (their forced pep-talk cheerfulness over the phone is burdensome). Bereft, Kate takes up an offering from her alma mater to do a book reading.
Thrust back into the familiar world of her onetime higher boondocks, she is overwhelmed by nostalgia. Her book reading is organized by her onetime writing mentor (Jemaine Clement), at present head of the Creative Writing department. He'due south got his wife in tow, just he flirts with Kate, asking her to go out for a drink afterwards. He's handsome, wearing a turtleneck and blazer, and his behavior is a little bit sleazy, but it's the kind of sleazy favored by men who consider themselves to be intellectuals. This is such a specific dynamic and Cloudless nails information technology.
Throughout, Kate is in between ii worlds: her book is a failure, and nonetheless here at the college she's a "star," with hopeful students request her for career advice. She can barely be ceremonious. Her volume is bad, she feels like a fraud. Kate regresses, and chop-chop. She gets into a battle of wills with the hostile proprietress (Cindy Gold) of the B&B where she's staying, and befriends a group of higher kids living in the big business firm across the street (the firm where she lived when she "used to get here.") Instead of focusing on the adult activities of being a visiting teaching artist, she hangs out with the kids, eventually calling them by their nicknames ("Animate being," "Alpine Brandon"). The kids sense she's having some kind of mild nervous breakdown, and don't question why she keeps coming over. The actors playing the kids—Josh Wiggins, Forrest Goodluck, Brandon Daley, Khloe Janel—are all excellent, and they collectively create a believable sense of a tight-knit group of friends.
If "I Used to Get Here" were made in 1976, Jill Clayburgh would have played Kate. The part requires that kind of honesty and an nigh blench-y awkwardness, coming from the character'southward self-consciousness and embarrassment. Clayburgh'southward characters may take been awkward merely they were always intelligent, always trying to effigy things out to the best of their ability. Jacobs is firmly in the Jill Clayburgh tradition. (Come across also the first-class "Don't Retrieve Twice.") Jacobs is so good at suggesting the competing stresses working on Kate'south psychology, and makes Kate'southward descent into adolescent irresponsibility both funny and touching. "I Used to Go Here" features a very well-drawn character arc, thanks to Rey's script, but Jacobs fills information technology with heart and feeling.
In that location is an extended sequence late in the film—when Kate and the kids go on a midnight mission—that doesn't work very well, and has such a unlike tone information technology feels like it's from another film entirely. It'south but not every bit interesting every bit the residuum of "I Used to Become Here," with its focus on nostalgia, regression, adulthood, letting stuff go. It's always dangerous to attempt to capture what tin't be captured again, to try to re-enter the earth your younger self inhabited. Nostalgia tin be beautiful, only it can be a trap too.
A final thought: The fact that Kate wrote such a bad book is dealt with in a really subtle manner, so subtle I almost missed it. Why would this smart funny woman write such a terrible pretentious book? At ane point, she declares defensively that she wastrying to write a "restrained" book. Considering the wacky shenanigans she gets up to during the grade of the moving-picture show, it'southward clear by inference that Kate has been lying to herself, in her life and in her writing, and the critics who trashed her book sensed it. I of the college kids tells Kate he read a personal essay published in the school newspaper back when she was a pupil; he tells her information technology was so good, and "so pitiful." Feeling floods Jacobs' face up as she remembers that essay, how lamentable she was when she wrote information technology, how complimentary she felt to put that sadness into words.
Maybe Kate volition write another book now. Perhaps now she can write equally herself.
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Sheila O'Malley
Sheila O'Malley received a BFA in Theatre from the University of Rhode Island and a Master'due south in Interim from the Actors Studio MFA Programme. Read her answers to our Picture show Love Questionnaire here.
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I Used to Go Here (2020)
87 minutes
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